Wednesday, May 2, 2018

Sorry For the Absence

     I am so sorry for not being around.  Some know that I struggle with a mental illness.  It has been a rough 2 months for me with a suicide attempt and hospital stay.  I'm not proud of how I have been.  But at the same time, I don't understand it.  I am seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist. I'm on some stronger meds.  It seems to be helping. 
     But in the time I've been gone, I have been able to find myself and love me.  If it were not for Edgar and Marianne, I would not have made it through the last two months.  They have taught me that through meditation, my faith in God and just loving myself that I can get through anything. 
     I felt like I had no one to talk to, that no one would understand, that I was alone.  But that was not the case.  Please if you are going through something and need to talk, I AM HERE.  Or there is the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255.  They are available 24 hours a day.  Please reach out..

     Have a blessed day!